Tomorrow

I won't be available at all tomorrow. It will just be too painful of a day. Everywhere I turn, I'll see Michael's beautiful face and be reminded that it's his 18th birthday.

Instead of having a big party to celebrate the milestone in his life, we have to go to the cemetery to visit his grave.

I can already feel the deep depression setting in and I'm not sure I'll even have the energy to get out of bed in the morning. Life just truly sucks.

Thanks to everyone for their thoughts. Please keep the family in your prayers.